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Always and forever ,
The thought flows through her head .
But terrified she finds herself ,
To fully let him in .
There's secrets she means to hide ,
But you can see them on her skin .

" Oh , I can't be broken again .
No , I can't take it again . "

Late at night when no one's around ,
She finds herself crying ,
She doesn't make a sound .
She's so afraid of herself ,
And always seems to think

" No one will love me ,
No one can love me . "

A peaceful thought begins to cross her mind ,
Eight days later ,
She believes love divine .
He changed her way of thinking ,
Yet she's still terrified .

" I'm losing my mind ,
Slowly losing my mind . "

She longs for the future ,
Though she knows it holds death ,
Clinging to the love she's found ,
She decides to let him in ,
Spilling her guts ,
Letting out the only thing she has left to hold in .

" I'm dying she says ,
Four years 'til death"

Hopeful things stay the same ,
It's too late to give in .
She's afraid of what another day will bring ,
She's afraid of losing him .
The thoughts flood her mind again .

" I'm losing him ,
I've lost him ."