Ambivalence

I want you,
More than anything.
You're perfect.
I'm not.
Don't look at me.

I hate you.

I need you.
Stay with me.
Don't go,
Don't ever go.
I'll go.

I hate you.

I miss you.
I see you everywhere.
Do you see me?
Do you think about me?
I don't care.

Hate me.

Because I love you.