My Life Cycle

Learning how to grow again.
Angry that she can't.
Using words to try and build herself back up.
Rueful of her past.
Angst-filled for the future.

Great at beating herself down.
Regretting that she let others do it first.
Abhorring everything she is.
Caring no longer enough about herself, giving up.
Ending her life...or trying to again.
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I had a really bad day and I feel kinda sad about it and how pathetic I am.