Emptiness

I always feel empty
I can never feel whole
I thought that with you by my side
Everything else would just go

Nothing can replace it
No person can too
What is my purpose in life
I can't figure out what to do

Sometimes I wish I had silence,
But when the silence finally comes
I feel displaced
Like I don't belong in the world

Darkness that's inside of me
Doesn't ever see light
I try my hardest to win
But you can never win this fight

With all my might and all my soul
I try to be happy and cheerful
But for some reason I always find myself at night
Being nothing but tearful

It doesn't make sense
Maybe I'm not sane
Would it make a difference if I was someone else
With a new name

Sometimes I think too much
Sometimes not at all
But in a world full of people
Do you always feel to small?

This pain and sorrow never seems to heal
I feel like I'm trapped in a nightmare
This life couldn't be real.