It Hurts

Do you honestly know how much it hurts?
It's a million knives carving my heart,
It's a thousand poisons killing my blood,
It's endless nightmares chasing my dreams.
It's you lying over and over,
Straight to my face,
And as easy as breathing.
It's waking each day to know he still doesn't care,
It's running but knowing I'll always be caught,
It's the beating that is coming and I can't defend myself,
From you,
And your lies,
And your venom words that burn my flesh as they seep into my bones.
It's the hurt that you don't know about.