They'll Never Understand

I wonder if its worth it,
The pain of the knife,
I wonder if they'll hurt
If I take my own life;
Feel the pain I've been suffering
Inside of my head,
These scars on my body,
The messy lines of red.
I wonder if they'll shatter
Break and bend,
Split into pieces
That nothing could mend.
Heartache after heartache,
Tears streak down my cheeks;
Will they cry too
Once I'm just a memory?
But their pain will fade
And soon they'll forget
The sorrow that forced
The bullet through my chest.