A Writer's Guide to Falling in Love

I have spent far too many days alone, in my head
Ignoring the world as I wrote and I read.

So the choice is now mine
To make my life fine.

Music, while lovely, is not equal to a friend
But finding one like Levi is what's important in the end.

Coffee and smiles now take up my time
On him I write poetry, constructed in rhyme.

There is terror now, there is fear
And my not-priest is not here.

The longest car ride of my life
Why'd he refuse to share his strife?

I face my music, alone once again
But it's a different alone, one that's filled with memories of a friend.
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Prompt: Write a poem told in the point of view of a character from one of your stories or a published novel.
I used Aurora from [url=http://www.mibba.com/Stories/Read/549702/A-Writers-Guide-to-Falling-in-Love/]A Writer's Guide to Falling In Love[/url].