Will It Ever End?

I can't read,
I can't breathe.
When will it all end?
When will it be over my friend?

Will it be over the night I die?
Will I have to cease to be alive?
Tell me the truth, nothing to hide,
Because this shouldn't be the night I died.

When will I hear you call my name?
Never? Or just in a different way?
Stop lying, stop cheating for free.
Because I want you to have a good life without me.

The night you said you loved me was all a lie,
When will it really end?
It wasn't when I have gotten a letter with a tie,
Nor when you said we were never more than friends.

I might have said I can let go.
But the problem with me is actuallly doing so.
I let go of so much else friend,
But really, when will this pain finally end?