Mibba
Fresh from reality, I was afraid.
Thoughts of judgement and hierarchy mirroring crystal clear in my mind.
Taking initiative, I lowered myself.
A wallflower, peeking from the shadows.
Opinions never heard.
A 'silent reader' as they say.
Preserving my anonymity,
I felt in place.
Day by day the safety blanket rips,
exposing my makeshift ghost persona.
My writing is seen.
I am vulnerable but I am okay.
In time the costume will tear down,
only to make me stronger.
In time I'll learn that when I let go of the brick wall,
I'll find myself in a castle.
Protected by a community,
I am safe.
In an attempt to escape a world of comments and critiques,
I found this.
Oh, the irony.
But this is different.
This is anything I want it to be.
This is home.
Thoughts of judgement and hierarchy mirroring crystal clear in my mind.
Taking initiative, I lowered myself.
A wallflower, peeking from the shadows.
Opinions never heard.
A 'silent reader' as they say.
Preserving my anonymity,
I felt in place.
Day by day the safety blanket rips,
exposing my makeshift ghost persona.
My writing is seen.
I am vulnerable but I am okay.
In time the costume will tear down,
only to make me stronger.
In time I'll learn that when I let go of the brick wall,
I'll find myself in a castle.
Protected by a community,
I am safe.
In an attempt to escape a world of comments and critiques,
I found this.
Oh, the irony.
But this is different.
This is anything I want it to be.
This is home.
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Written for Mibba Feels Poem Contest.