Bombing the Fields

calmly I took the stage ready to speak the truth to drop the bomb to kill there lies which had poisoned the once great minds around me but there I froze unable to .. say ... anything..

The words like spears in my mouth i felt as they tore my insides up wanting to be released. I felt nothing but ice cold ..
I.. only felt the thumping in my chest which let me know that i was still alive.

The bombs were imploding inside me all which i'd practice was fading from my mind leaving only cinders and small particles of the ideas which had flourished in the fields of my mind.

Then I understood there poison had already taken effect it had taken away my built up courage away and had started destroying me from the inside there poison there bombs there lies had bomb my once fruit bearing fields.