Love

Is it to much to ask to be loved?
Is it to much to ask to feel love?
Skating through life wishing to be, looking at people who expierence what I wish to be, asking for forgiveness in my time of need.

She says things but won't prove me wrong on thoughts and doubts, that kind of stuff makes me wanna put a gun in my mouth.

I've traveled a lost road for done months now, wanting to give up and end my life (blaow).

She leaves me stranded to mess with other guys, this makes me think that her love is lies.

So I ask with all due respect, if she's finished with me to slice my neck.

I'm changing all the better for her, she won't give up anything for me in the world.

She says words of hatred, does she hate me?
When I die will she put my ashes on her vanity?

I really don't know at this point, I just sit back and smoke this joint.

One day praying things will be better, hoping a fellow Christian can forgive my mistakes and endeavors.