Heartbreak
I go to sleep each day,
Praying that the pain will go away.
But now this is me,
This is the way I'm suppose to be.
I tell my heart and mind and him,
Of what kind of Hell I'm in.
The one where it's a one-sided love,
For the one who hates me and kills a dove.
My mind says to let go,
My heart says you still have a promise to do.
They bicker back and forth, arguing about who is right,
While I curl up in my bed at night.
I stay up now for the stupidest thing,
To make sure I can actually feel something.
I must confess,
I'm a mess.
Who will fix a junk heap like me,
When there are better thing to be?
Praying that the pain will go away.
But now this is me,
This is the way I'm suppose to be.
I tell my heart and mind and him,
Of what kind of Hell I'm in.
The one where it's a one-sided love,
For the one who hates me and kills a dove.
My mind says to let go,
My heart says you still have a promise to do.
They bicker back and forth, arguing about who is right,
While I curl up in my bed at night.
I stay up now for the stupidest thing,
To make sure I can actually feel something.
I must confess,
I'm a mess.
Who will fix a junk heap like me,
When there are better thing to be?