A Foolish Dream

Everytime my heart calls your name,
I wonder if it's in vain.
My heart won't let go,
But my mind says it's time to go.

You won't talk to me, not even as a friend,
And the promises I made would never end.
Wonder if the promise you made several lifetimes ago,
Matters even now, when it matters the most.

I wish I could say I don't love you,
But I'd be lying to myself, ya know?
A good person once told me that you can't live without love,
I guess that's why my life looks empty now.

I told myself I could trust you,
That nothing you could do would hurt me so.
Tell me the truth, spare me the lies,
Because this is one thing that cannot lie.

I love you, it's stupid, I know,
But I don't just give my heart to anyone.
Maybe that's why I want this to be a dream,
At least I'll be able to wake up with the rising beam.