Lost and Lonely

sitting on a wrecked bench
trying to erase most irritating moments of past
trying to dig my heart out from its place
and finish up all the matters related to so called EMOTIONS

then you came in my life
i touched the first stage of happiness
you made me possible of doing that
you loved me cared for me and
actually i got a rebirth

suddenly ...
a lots of gaps got infilled between us and u left
me alone here crying and groaning in pain
for the biggest loss of my life

missing you in a worst manner
though wanting you to hold me tight
and say that you will never lose me again
no matter how far you may be
but you will keep in your heart

today i again i called you....
with a hope of your non tearing response
but no matter how much i cried and begged to you for not leaving me
still you left me saying whatever you did was just a joke

again today i am lonely sitting on the same wrecked bench
having no reasons to speak to anyone
but only to cry that i didn't hurt you
though you left me here

if this was to be the conclusion
then why did you come in my life
why you made fake promises to me
why????