I Feel Empty

Some days I feel empty.
Like the air in an empty jar.
The emotions just blow through when necessary,
Then leave, leaving me feeling numb.

Music helps me to forget,
Just for a couple of minutes,
Then it stops,
And I feel empty again.

I don't feel passion anymore,
It is hard to find comfort in most things;
Sometimes I wonder what she would say if she was here,
And I was still grieving.

Then I remember that she did it to herself,
And I was left with the consequences,
I'm the result of her selfishness,
and that's what hurts the most.