Already Dead

The voices,
They're inside my head.
Inside,
I'm already dead.
The war,
It has just begun.
The enemy
Has already won.
The gun was fired,
I didn't move an inch.
I stood in place,
Waiting for the pinch.
Blood,
It splattered everywhere.
I pulled the trigger,
Just a hair.
On the floor,
There he laid.
A zombie like me,
He couldn't take;
A creature like me,
No one could make.
I closed my eyes,
Waiting for the memories to fade.
Alive, but dead,
The world to blame.