Thoughts and Ramblings and Whatnots
I cry out for help.
Can't you hear my shrilling yelp?
I'm being pulled under.
My arms flail and sunder.
I reach out to grab the closest thing
That I'll be able to cling.
Why won't you give me a hand
that will bring me back to land?
I can't stop my crying,
and if you knew the truth there would be no denying
That I can't do this alone.
Right now I'm stuck doing things many don't condone.
I need it all to end.
I'm tired of having to pretend.
I'm full of mixed emotions;
Perhaps I'm just full of wrong notions
So many things are going wrong.
I sure hope this won't last for long.
Not sure how much more I can take
'Cause right now it's my life that's at stake.
I don't think I'll do it though.
The closest I've been to it is just letting my blood flow.
I look back and see all I''ve been through;
And I really don't know what to do.
I don't want to be a burden,
And I thank you for being there when I needed more than a pen.
I see that I've started to ramble,
But right now I'm stuck in the brambles.
Confusion crowds my brain;
You may see it but it's rather hard to explain.
Right now I'm at a loss,
And you may say, "Just tell your parents." or "Lay it at the cross."
I wish it were that easy.
You may disagree,
And that's completely fine;
I don't expect our thoughts to align.
We are just merely human,
And these feelings are sure to happen again.
Nothing is guaranteed
That's why sometimes we bleed.
Can't you hear my shrilling yelp?
I'm being pulled under.
My arms flail and sunder.
I reach out to grab the closest thing
That I'll be able to cling.
Why won't you give me a hand
that will bring me back to land?
I can't stop my crying,
and if you knew the truth there would be no denying
That I can't do this alone.
Right now I'm stuck doing things many don't condone.
I need it all to end.
I'm tired of having to pretend.
I'm full of mixed emotions;
Perhaps I'm just full of wrong notions
So many things are going wrong.
I sure hope this won't last for long.
Not sure how much more I can take
'Cause right now it's my life that's at stake.
I don't think I'll do it though.
The closest I've been to it is just letting my blood flow.
I look back and see all I''ve been through;
And I really don't know what to do.
I don't want to be a burden,
And I thank you for being there when I needed more than a pen.
I see that I've started to ramble,
But right now I'm stuck in the brambles.
Confusion crowds my brain;
You may see it but it's rather hard to explain.
Right now I'm at a loss,
And you may say, "Just tell your parents." or "Lay it at the cross."
I wish it were that easy.
You may disagree,
And that's completely fine;
I don't expect our thoughts to align.
We are just merely human,
And these feelings are sure to happen again.
Nothing is guaranteed
That's why sometimes we bleed.