Mishap Suicides in the Diary of You

My pain and anger fill me up
They remind me solemnly how you came and fucked me up
If only you saw the damage left all around you
But your so self absorbed that you probably wouldn't even notice it

Sad, isn't it? How your so oblivious?
You can't take a step back to watch yourself die
Attepted suicides gone wrong
After you asked me if i had wished that you would die
I lied and said no
Next time I won't lie