Loving the Violent You

You always seemed like you wore a crown,
again and again leting my pure heart down.
I don't know why you got violent day by day,
for things I hadn't done you made me pay.
Now I know you loved me through your anger,
just my love wasn't able to sate your hunger.

One day I could have sworn I saw snowflakes in your eyes,
once again you were biding me with your sweet lies.
Still I cry when I hear our most loved song,
you have no idea how I wish I was more strong.
Then maybe I could have saved you along with myself,
you would have found your hidden self.

I really loved you more than myself,
my heart on that I can honestly bet.
I promise to never forget you for as long as I live,
that you could be saved I'll never stop believe.
I'm really sad that Heaven took you away,
for you again I will pray.