Reason Why

What the fuck is wrong with me
Battling voices in my head
They make me suffer
They push until I scream

I didn't want to leave
One stupid mistake and it's too late
Apologies don't fucking work

No one had time to listen
To the shit I say is true
No one cares about it anymore

Let me put it in perspective though
Please try to understand
When you've been strong
For far too fucking long
Demons start to follow you

They'll taunt you
They'll stab you
Right where they know it hurts
Until your mind is on the verge
Where one bad thing will break you

And the bad news finally comes
Like a bomb stopped on top
Sir Death has something against you

Because just when you felt
Like you finally got help
Like you could actually move on
He steals away the hope that bloomed

So that's why I vanished
I was gone without a trace
I've been fighting with a man
One I call Grim

You see he has a plan
And he must want me bad
Because the knife seems appealing
And these cuts won't stop bleeding