Illness Pray Took Me

Illness pray took me
My maternal figure I wait for
But the strain...its too much!

No longer did I need to dye my hair
It truly had turned white
No sooner did my hair color leave as did my health

Colds
Depression
Hospitalizations

I didn't really eat
I couldn't really sleep
And, I fear she may not come

I fear they did away with her

*gasp*

I've spat up blood
Medications do not seem to help
My health, oh dear, is leaving me!

I feel so weak
The strain is killing me
Taking a toll on me

Illness
Fainting spells
Depression
Nightsweats

Finally, after all seem to do no good
Finally, I was hospitalized

Illness pray took me and death would be sweet