Graduation Day

You called my name,
And waited for the sound
Of my footsteps falling
Against the ground
As I walked up the stairs
Like those before me,
But I never appeared,
I was nowhere to be seen.
Don't bother looking for me,
I'm already dead,
Hiding away in the bathroom,
A gun to my head.
I'm looking in the mirror
With tears in my eyes,
Taking my last breath,
Waiting for the final goodbye.
You'll hear a shot,
I'll drop to the floor,
Everyone will race,
Looking for the nearest door,
No one caring
That the girl who never showed
Shot herself in the head
For reasons you'll never know.