Sick

Sick.
Sick to my stomach.
Knotted;
twisting inside.

I'm not that girl.
At least, that was the plan.

When did everything get so messed up?

A change of heart,
a surprise kiss.
The dreaded talk later.

My life,
in shambles.
I'm sick.

(written on October 15th, 2013)
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I don't suggest hopping from one relationship to the other, things can get complicated.