I Miss You

I miss you, I miss your touch, your laugh, the way you made me speechless.

I miss your clothes, the way you drove and our lengthy conversations.

I miss our hands touching, bodies colliding and the way you made my heart beat.

I miss us. i miss you. But you'll never hear me say it.

Until my heart stops with every breath I have, I'll deny I ever loved you.

I'll deny it all, every moment with you,

I'll dig my heart from my stomach pushing it back in it's right place.
I'll clear my mind, thinking clearly.

I'll deny and deny and deny
and hope for just one second,

you know how it feels to be

r e j e c t e d

and left missing me too