I'll Never Stop

I don't know if it's wishful thinking
Or just bad luck
but i wish i had you back
wrapped in my arms

I have tried to forget you
time and time again
but you keep crawling back
from the depths of my brain

i wish you could come to me
i wish you could call
i wish you were with me
but you find a way to always stall

you prefer your new life
and the walls you've built to shut me out
i feel a little dead inside
i'd rather be shot

i wish i had you back
i wish i had you in my arms
i wish you could make me laugh
i wish you were not gone

but the time keeps turning
and days never stop
i keep slipping from your memory
and i'm just a sad ghost on the wall

the years keep coming
and my face is just a blurr
the time keeps turning
and all i am is a sad girl
who could never love you
who could never touch your lips
someone who never held your hand
or your wrists

i'm afraid i wont get to press my skin against yours
and feel your warmth once again
i'm afraid you wont say you miss me
and im afraid we'll never see each other again

i'll never stop wishing
i'll never stop thinking
you're always on my mind
even when i'm sleeping

i'll never stop hoping
i'll never stop feeling
all these things i could have experienced with you
if only i had listened

if only i was that important
if only i let you be
something i'll never understand
is why i let you leave

i want you back
i'll never stop
i want you back
but you'll never stop