Lingering

Blood Drips
Light flashes
The Clock goes tick tick tock tick tock tock
I am slowly fading into an opaque state of mind
Words lost
Mind fading
I feel the edge inching ever closer and closer
Anger swelling
Confused feelings Rising
I pray to a god I do not even believe in for help
Will I ever find salvation from the darkness that is my mind?
Is life the one that wills me to insanity?
Or is it my own will that brings me down and ties a noose around my neck
Blood drips
Lights fades