Debt

You say its easy but its not.
You say im free but my cage is locked.
Im trying to keep my head above water as the debt like a rip tide is pulling me back under.
Dog paddling to shore in the ocean of life all the people around me just watch as the only life gaurd trys to come and help me.
But look another person is drowing.
So I have to keep dog paddling and hope I have the streangth to keep my head above this water but everytime I can almost see the shore the rip tide comes and pulls me back out further to sea. Because you see in this econamy there is only one life gaurd to save the thousands of people that are drowing.
Why chose me I have nothing to give other then my heart and hard work but its never enough.
I can sell my body and soul but its all that you have so you give it your all but it doesnt matter. Because your still gona drown you start to hate your life you start to hurt your mind and body your selling your body and its like swimming thru jelly fish your out of the rip tide but the pain becomes too much to bare.
Life because too much it sinks in the darkness of the night that surrounds you.
As your dog padling there in the ocean of life in the pitch black darkness of night trying to keep your head above water.
Your energy is gone your will to live has left with it. So there you go as you sink to the bottom of the oceans floor.