Betrayal

My mom kicked me out
You invited me to kick it with you and your fam
I fell for you everyday
I began to think I was finding out who I am
I lived there for 6 months
I began to feel like I belong
But you'd always cut me down
Making me feel like I was delusional all along
6 months of smoking, drinking, or breaking up
I knew we wouldn't make it last
I didn't think I'd be right so soon
Now everything we had is all in the past
We lost everything over a shower
I shouldn't have pushed you first
But what your dad did the next day
Made everything between us just that much worse
It fucked with me a lot
I try to keep my trust limited
But when I say there is no second chance
I end up giving it
The feelings I had for you
They blazed up the fire at Mick's
And if there's one thing I've learned from you
It's that it should always be to never give a shit
So now I'm living the single life
I'm happy and I party every weekend
Because when I'm drunk or stone
That's the only time I don't begin to miss you again
My feelings are gone
I gave away all the fucks I have
When I lost someone I loved
Someone that I never had
I know you think I lied
I'm not gonna change your mind
I want you to know though
I'm done giving you any of my time.