Some Nights

Some nights,
I lie awake,
Remembering the things,
The promises.
The lies.

Now,
Looking back,
I don't know why,
I ever slept with you that night.

I don't know why,
I laid down in your bed.
I don't know why,
I let you in.

You called it "making love",
But It was just quick fuck.
You called it "making love",
But it only made a broken heart.
It's ripping me apart.

I'm choking on the words,
I'm choking on the air.
My heart got left there.
And so did my confidence.

I lost my virginity,
As you fucked it away.
I lost my hope,
You took it from me that day.

I don't know why,
I slept with you that night.
I don't know why,
I still love you.