This Feeling

This feeling is hurting me
I hate this feeling
I don't understand it
I am hurting inside
So much depression fills my body
I try to hide it
Sometimes I kid myself
I don't always feel like this
But lately, I have been feeling this
I don't always realize it's there
This feeling likes to hide
It hides so well, I don't notice at times
When it shows its ugly face
I try to push it away
But it don't always work
When it does, it hides
Waiting to show its ugly face once more
This feeling is waiting for the perfect time to show
It waits until I am most vulnerable
Once I'm vulnerable, it strikes
All I can do is wait
Wait until the depression passes.