If i .......

If my heart,
Bled red tonight,
If my goals,
were set to high,
If living,
was a nightmare,
Would it be better if i died?

If im,
a careless kid,
A shame,
To society,
If i,
Screamed loudley,
Would you notice me?

If tonight,
was my last,
If this poem,
Was just a task,
If i was alone,
Would you want to know?

If my heart,
Bled red tonight,
If my goals,
were set to high,
If living,
was a nightmare,
Would it be better if i died?