Pacifier

I cried last night because of
This. All alone in a
Solid mess of a place. Pacifier. I’ll cry tonight because of
You. All alone in a solid mess of a place. I stand out,
More than I could ever have even
Expected to. I thought that could block my
Thoughts with this. They make
Babies stop crying. They shut them
Up. Can it shut you, me and her up too? I was once was the
Representation of youth, until that
Sunny morning in April. Pacifier. I cried last night because of this. You
Stood alone in a solid wonder of a place. You swore that it would
Shut you up. You swore that putting this
Into me would solve it all. You lied. You used it. It’s nothing
More than a basic symbol. I thought that it was
True. But no. You lied. You lied. You lied. I’ll
Cry tonight because of you. You told me to take the
Damn pacifier from your
Lips. You wanted to make the
Transfer. You poisoned it. There it
Stood in a
Desolate piece of grass, knowing
No one would pick it up. Pacifier. All you are is corrupt.