Anxiety (You'll Never Know)
I pull a mask over my eyes,
So you can't see me cry,
I, know I should tell you,
And I don't mean it,
But I don't want to upset you,
I can't defeat it alone,
But I'd rather be on my own,
There's a lot of things I want to hide,
It's got nothing to do with pride,
You don't know what I do at night,
I just don't want the attention
I'm afraid you'll leave me,
I'm afraid you'll reject me,
I need you more than you'll ever know,
These things I hold so close,
You'll never know why,
I don't want you to see me cry,
You'll never know, you'll never know,
There's a lot of things I want to hide,
It's got nothing to do with pride,
You don't know what I do at night,
I just don't want the attention,
There's nothing special about me,
You'll never know how much I bleed,
Not just through wounds, but in the heart,
But to me it's a work of art,
I don't want the attention,
There's a lot of things I want to hide,
It's nothing to do with pride,
You'll never know what I do at night,
I just don't want the attention
You'll never know what I do at night,
You'll never know, you'll never know.
So you can't see me cry,
I, know I should tell you,
And I don't mean it,
But I don't want to upset you,
I can't defeat it alone,
But I'd rather be on my own,
There's a lot of things I want to hide,
It's got nothing to do with pride,
You don't know what I do at night,
I just don't want the attention
I'm afraid you'll leave me,
I'm afraid you'll reject me,
I need you more than you'll ever know,
These things I hold so close,
You'll never know why,
I don't want you to see me cry,
You'll never know, you'll never know,
There's a lot of things I want to hide,
It's got nothing to do with pride,
You don't know what I do at night,
I just don't want the attention,
There's nothing special about me,
You'll never know how much I bleed,
Not just through wounds, but in the heart,
But to me it's a work of art,
I don't want the attention,
There's a lot of things I want to hide,
It's nothing to do with pride,
You'll never know what I do at night,
I just don't want the attention
You'll never know what I do at night,
You'll never know, you'll never know.