Dream Come True or Nightmare?

I don't know what first attracted me to you;
Maybe it was your heart melting smile
Or the kindness in your eyes,
Eyes that promised me it would all be okay.

Maybe it was the sugar coated words you poured down my throat,
Or the way your fingertips set fire to my skin that night.

Maybe those are the exact things that have me running,
Fleeing to a place where I hope you'll never find me.

Because they have the power to both build me up
And knock me down;
Making me whole,
But still hopelessly shattered.