*** It.

i chose you
but now im so confused
i cant help but think of you
and i
i feel like i will lose
when i think about with that dude
one of these day i wish to be with you
but now im stuck here
not knowing what to do.
so i dream of you
am i wrong for this?
im afraid im not the you miss
what about that kiss
you gave to me
that one day
you said to me
you had to leave
now i wait patiently
what the hell is wrong with me?
i hate my feelings
they always fucking torture me.
does she,
ever think of me
does she even fucking miss me?

now i sit here in this circle of trees
and watch the stars pass by
it fucking kills me inside when i see you with another guy
why do i,
feels so dead inside
i guess that what i get.
and now i miss you my dear
but you cant hear
these words i write you here
i cant make it clear
this truth, you arent ready to hear...