Answers in My Blood

There are many questions
Some spoken aloud, some kept hidden in the darkness
All gnawing at my insides
Causing a rift between reality and insanity
I can only see clearly when my vision is blurred
I can only see the light when all the lights go out
 
Walking down an empty corridor
Doors leading to the far corners of my mind
This one leads to when I lost my faith in mankind
This one leads to when I first learned that there are few in the world worthy of being trusted
Everyone keeps secrets, everyone tells lies
I can’t even trust myself, for I have secrets and tell lies too
 
The tears on this page are something to behold
An ocean of emotion and a testament of all things that cause hurt and pain
Maybe I should leave and come back
Through one of the doors in my mind
Only there can I find some peace and relief
With a splash of red, it’ll all be over…