Bittersweet Love

I know you’re unreachable
I know you’re uninterested
But I can’t stop my heart from beating
It goes crazy when it sees you
Even if our hands will never touch for more than a second
I can only watch your sad form from afar

Bittersweet, it feels like bittersweet chocolate
My feelings for you are going to blow one time
But I can’t run away, I’m not able to hide my face
I’m not the only one who has a heart above my head

You’re just around the corner
Yet I can seem to utter a word when I face that dazzling smile
I can’t wipe your tears and hug you warmly when you’re sad
My hands are sweating so much, my body is trembling

So close yet it feels so far
My nerves aren't strong enough
Maybe if I turn my head right now
I will be able to save myself for now

But I can’t because I know
The others are watching you like hawks
I’m afraid that if I blink once
You will fade away like in a fairy tale

And maybe one day, I will be the reason of your happiness
Maybe that day, you will understand how much I had been waiting
But until that day, until that day I will only watch you from afar
I will only wonder just what are you going through