The Rain

I really shouldn’t be allowed to be alone like this
The patter and pitter washes my thoughts away
A place of no return
Adrift for so long

I’ve been lost this whole time
I guess, maybe, I can call it that
An invisible wall like that of a mime, yeah
That makes sense
My protective fence
And only the rain can fall in

It is relaxing, peaceful
Quite useful
‘Cause I totally need to think more deeply

A dark place
Places I don’t want to return
This purgatory, though
So dull, no home
It’s looming, I know
That shatter
The first crack
Then what?

The rain
Take me away again
Adrift for so long
I’ll never be bothered
And I’ll never care

I hate this purgatory
But I don’t feel enough to bear it