Sketchy

ill watch sparks fly
rickshaw down my spine
whimper in disbelief

crawl to safety
cower as my eyes play imagery of violence
let your vision become a blur

cringe from the thoughts i force into my head
drown in the words i ponder
suffer
.............my voice
..........................intoxicating

choke on the power that i start to gain
i battle the venom you've placed in my veins
flinch
.............in failure
..........................in pain

shrink to oblivion beneath my feet
whither into nothingness
let your ears bleed with defeat

its.
my.
turn.
♠ ♠ ♠
and all the words pain, is only a fraction of what i feel.