Hating Others and Myself

I saw a guy walk by at lunch,
Another face I want to punch.
And the loudmouth girl with nice legs,
Her house is on the list to egg.

Time for accounting and I'm late,
Another class I've grown to hate.
A crazy old man teaches it,
And he drove me to want to quit.

I spend my days hating everyone else
But in reality I hate myself.
It seems that I'm hopelessly cynical,
Maybe my depression is clinical.
But there was a time when I was happy,
Long before I opened my eyes to see.
But now I can see the world and myself
In a way that makes my life feel like Hell.

Bathroom mirror I see my face,
Reflection of angst and distaste.
I'll never find the truth I seek,
The answers just weren't made for me.

Maybe it's time that I give up,
It's time to quit I've had enough.
Without the pressure driving me,
I can learn how to be happy.

I spend my days hating everyone else
But in reality I hate myself.
It seems that I'm hopelessly cynical,
Maybe my depression is clinical.
But there was a time when I was happy,
Long before I opened my eyes to see.
But now I can see the world and myself
In a way that makes my life feel like Hell.