So Long North Carolina
Never was there a choice,
Beyond the miles of a map,
or the plane's humming noise.
My love for you was infinite,
yet the love for myself,
there was no way to fake it.
I was defiled in the deepest of ways,
my soul lost within a regretful maze,
everyone said it was a phase,
that it would pass in a few days.
And finally,
when it was you and me.
I felt your skin,
your loving touch,
your "depth" within,
your passion and such.
Heaven could not describe it,
and so i destroyed it.
i left you abandoned with my hollow promises.
knowing at that very moment that i would miss this.
Your heart in pieces,
your love for me now ceases...
You now live with a lesson,
I now with a regret,
Your perseverance wont lessen,
And i shall never forget...
Beyond the miles of a map,
or the plane's humming noise.
My love for you was infinite,
yet the love for myself,
there was no way to fake it.
I was defiled in the deepest of ways,
my soul lost within a regretful maze,
everyone said it was a phase,
that it would pass in a few days.
And finally,
when it was you and me.
I felt your skin,
your loving touch,
your "depth" within,
your passion and such.
Heaven could not describe it,
and so i destroyed it.
i left you abandoned with my hollow promises.
knowing at that very moment that i would miss this.
Your heart in pieces,
your love for me now ceases...
You now live with a lesson,
I now with a regret,
Your perseverance wont lessen,
And i shall never forget...
♠ ♠ ♠
I was with a woman who lived in North Carolina for 1 year and 3 months. Throughout the relationship i broke up with her several times out of self doubt and my own selfishness. It was my first long distance relationship, and she stuck with me for so long. After i flew to visit her from Cali to NC, we were in pure bliss being with each other. When i returned, i fell, i gave up. she was the definition of perfection for me. I dumped her for the final time. And i will regret it for the rest of my life.