Bliss

I'm so sorry for lie after lie
No longer are you my Gemini
You could only take so much
I admit, you were my crutch 
It's not like we're dating, sometimes I wish
End my pain and be my bliss
Sorry for lacking day after day
Here I am, please just stay
I'm trying so hard, and aiming to please
There's no way to do this with any ease
You're trying too, and that I know
Sometimes I wish you would let go,
Of me and my thoughts that latch on to you
Staying away is the best thing to do
I also wish that we weren't far apart
Your words tug the strings of my heart
Next time I see you I'll let you free
Hoping you choose to stay with me