The Pain of Lose

Tonight i'm going to get drunk or stoned
These empty feelings inside
Have me feeling all alone
Every moment without her in my life seems like a lie
These past memories keep coming back to me
I see that familiar ghost walking beside me
As it just lays there and just bleeds
I can still feel the warmth of it
As it trickles down my arms
Her life in my hands as i let it drop away
Her heart beat slowing as i feel it stop
The life fading from her eyes as she takes her final breaths