All Time Low

I feel lost; empty, nowhere left to go
I am at an all time low

I should talk to to a friend,
But I know how that would end

"I'm sorry," they'd say, "I hope it gets better for you soon"
How is that supposed to help, when all I feel is blue?

I feel lost; empty, nowhere left to go
I am at an all time low

I dress in all black
No high heels; fuck that

My make up is as heavy as Taylor Momsen's,
I look like what Christians would call a "sin"

I feel lost; empty, nowhere left to go
I am at an all time low

All I feel right now is shitty emptiness
Please, God, could I just have one wish?

A wish to make things better
And right now, I don't even feel clever

I feel lost; empty, nowhere left to go
I am at an all time low

I am a walking travesty
Why me?

Why am I such a great target for all the bullshit in life?

I feel lost, empty, nowhere left to go
I am at an all time low
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if you're the first to figure out where i put a song reference in this poem, i'll give you a print from my portfolio on flickr (http://flickr.com/photos/carynxgerometta). any photograph of your choice. -carynxo