On My Own

I can't feel the same happiness of that day we once walked hand in hand,
Now gone in a distant place of my mind
The memory hides
And only comes back to torture me
Only to ask me why I left
Why I acted the way I did
Why I am the way I am

So full of pride
So full of hate
So full of sadness

Now I lay alone
Without your warmth

And I feel my mind and heart are at war
I'm on my own
In a world so cold
But it's my fault
I let go

Forgive me sweet child I the night
For I have hurt you and deserve no acceptance from your fragile heart
I want you
I need you
But I already died
With a regret of not giving you enough