Sexual Emergence

When you're thirteen you discover your sexuality
and you realise that you're attracted to both genders;
you long for the sensual touch of both the man
and the woman; but you're told that it's wrong
to long for the sensual touch of anyone except that
doesn't belong to the opposite gender, and you're
treated as broken because of the urges that seem
oh so natural to you.

When you're thirteen you start wanting to die
because you've started to believe the lies they're
telling you about how broken you must be for
wanting what comes naturally to you, but this time
you don't say a word because this time you've
learned that if you don't fit the societal norm then
you're only going to became an outcast and
at such a young age, you can't quite handle that.