A Long Lost Part of Me

I may fall apart before you,
but try to understand.
A part of me is missing.
A part of who I am.

I don't know where I lost it.
It seems so long ago.
It's been a complicated journey.
I think it's somewhere in the snow.

When winter comes I break down.
It's not too hard to see.
It's like an avalanche I can't stop.
Every year it falls on me.

And though I try to explain it,
You feel there's nothing more to see.
You could come and find it.
The long, lost part of me.

However, you don't seem to care.
And it's getting hard to breathe.
I feel tired, broke, and lifeless.
And I'm sinking in too deep.

I'm losing track of time now.
Is it day or is it night?
I have no motivation.
I have no will left to fight.

Now I'm giving in to the darkness.
I'm drifting off to sleep.
I'm dreading the moment I wake up.
Because you stole another part of me.