My English Teacher's Son

I currently sit in English
Not knowing how to distinguish
My feelings that I cannot relinquish

I dated my teacher's son
And thought that he was the one
But then I shot myself with a metaphoric gun

That boy was my whole heart
But now we are apart
Because I wasn't very smart

There's some things that I regret
Like the fact that we had ever met
How I wish I could forget

But that boy, I am in love with
My fairytail is a myth
My lovers left me, he was the fifth

But him, this one was different
My love for him was instant
I would have given him my commitment

He's the one I wanted to marry
And lie next to while being buried
But my dreams turned out contrary

My English teacher's son is the boy that I love
I called him my blessing that was sent from above
But my hope has been shot like a lonesome dove

He's the one I can't get over
I cannot even get closure
He was my four leaf clover

But now my love is gone
So it is time to move on
But my feelings shall not be withdrawn