All Those Words

I can't breathe
I can't sing
I can't dance
I can't scream
All those words.i left unspoken
Those lovely, awful words
were so incredibly important
and now I'm choking on them
i shouldn't have let this go on so far..
I only wish the music was loud enough that
i wouldn't be able to hear myself think..
I'm about to fall to my knees,
Can't you fucking hear me?!?
I couldn't process all that pain,
At the time..
but now its hitting me all at once
as always, over and over again.
my heart is breaking
my body is aching
and I'm just so fucking confused..
nothing gives me inspiration anymore..
i need something to look forward too
motivation
something positive to anticipate..
ah hell..
its probably too late...