Harsh Mind

And everything in THAT world,
THEIR world,
Is blindingly DULL.
Even in BRIGHTEST times..
when ones heart is BREAKING
ones mind is ACHING
and everything is BLURRED
not by tears,
Although they're currently PRICKING in my eyes
but by the CONFUSION
and the LIES
We've been FED
NO
THEY'VE been fed
the ECSTASY of being able to SPEAK my MIND
has made everything PAINFULLY SHARP
Such BRILLIANT HARSHNESS
causes me to be
UNABLE to BREATHE
UNABLE to SCREAM
Can you SCREAM for me???
Can you show me how not to SHUT my eyes?
Or RATHER
how to OPEN them again????